Suicide, death of a Soul

Well, I am tired of this world, the people, and the society. Everyone
has got their own opinion and prejudice where they are not ready to
accept me or listen to me or say understand me. Why should I live here,
where no one is bothered of me being here or not?

Every day we hear the stories about Suicide, on news channels, in
newspapers, on social media, and to my surprise we have seen people
committing this extreme act LIVE on Facebook. I wonder what makes them
do it, what is going through their mind at the time when they are making
themselves, their body and their soul go through such a painful act or
process. Do they listen to themselves, or do they pause for a moment and
rethink about the consequences after this step is completed, am I
hurting someone by making them part of this pain?

Saying goodbye to the people and feeling pain and agony of leaving them,
have anyone thought Why? But yes, we hear the news and for few minutes
we express sadness and empathy with that individual, and in a second
thought we curse him/her. We start judging, saying that how cowardly act
he/she did, a looser not able to handle the situation, rather than
facing the consequences, the person took easier way to run away from the
issues and life and left his loved ones to suffer. Well, most of the
people say, why was not help asked, like psychiatrist, counsellor. But
my question is who is responsible for this act of what you call
cowardliness or being looser, who should we blame, is this blame going
to only that individual who suffered so much and said enough is enough.
Who made him think that and act on it? Why was not anyone there to
listen and care and guide. Was there anyone to empathize, forget about
sympathy? And I am sure the answer is “NO”. What we as people or society
do is talk, talk, and talk and pass comments and make judgments. We are
so inhuman that we don’t even care to think before we say it.

If a person is happy and content with his or her life, why will there be
a question or thought of ending life. But what happens is when an
individual goes through hell because of another person then the issues
arise. Everyone is stressed, angry, irritated, and displeased with
various issues in life. Whether it is a relationship, parents, employee
manager relationship, marriage problems and so on. Just because there is
some disconnect and misunderstanding and miscommunication between two
individuals there is a chaos. We are seeing everyday fights, abuses and
what not happening in homes, offices and at workplaces. People being
Judged, Racism, Bias, Cast attacks and what not. And there are people
who handle it to some extent but at one point they lose it and where
they start hating everything and when that brim of patience passes, they
either think to finish themselves or that person who is the reason for
the whole mess. So, there is a trigger point, someone is taking that
individual to that edge where the extreme step takes place of either
Murder or Suicide, where I believe both are “Murders”.

So, who is responsible for this Murder in either case? Not that person
but us as a society is responsible for a person to take such a heinous
and extreme step. As a society we actual are murdering that person,
where we say a suicide was committed. Yes, we see and have seen and
heard enough suicide notes where the deceased had mentioned, “for my
death no one is responsible, I am myself responsible for taking my own
life”, why does that person say that because he knows that there is no
hope, who all will they punish where whole society is responsible for
this crime, for this murder of me. He/she is done with the society and
the fake empathy and kindness of people or who were “Loved Ones”.

We all are hypocrites, running from the reality and living in some
fantasy world. Seeing movies and the glamorous life in reel life, we
feel that’s the life we want and try to copy and live. But sorry friends
that’s not the way we live, understand the real world. We all need
respect, love, and compassion. Our society and world need peace and
tranquillity where all live equally and there is no racism, bias, and
prejudice. Because of our inhumane attitude and loosing ourselves in
virtual, social media and AI world we are losing our loved ones, our
friends, and dear ones. Stop this madness and love each other, talk to
each other, show care and compassion and sort things rather than fight
on things. Everyone has trouble, issues, and disagreements but they can
be resolved and worked out if and only if we show real consciousness and
compassion. Suicide is not a Solution; it is an easy way to end misery
of life.

Well, yes, I want to live and be happy see the world and be successful
person. Yes, I want to love and be loved with real passion and zeal. But
don’t judge me, misunderstand me, and leave to my own self. Please
listen to me and try to talk to me, maybe we will find the solution, and
which will support me to prove myself and be better human being, better
person and make this world better and peaceful place. Show me some
respect and you will get abundance in response. Lastly, I know suicide
is crime, a sin, very ugly and heinous sin, and I don’t want to take
that step but be there for me when I need and help me to understand
rather than throwing me in my depressed hole where I have no one to
listen and talk.

“The purpose of our lives is to be happy.” — Dalai Lama.